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Created on 2001-10-22 11:48:27 (#375094), last updated 2003-11-07
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Basic Info| Name: | Cinder Elli |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 09-07 |
| Location: | Cuyahoga Falls, Ohio, United States |
| Website: | LivingShadow |
BioWell its aobut time to change this again I'm now 21 and living in stow still enjoying my classes still with adam although I don't talk aobut him much here got any questions then ask me
Light screaming in my head
Accustom to running around in the darkness
My little light that used to give so much comfort
Is now the reason it hurts to see
The world is a Monet
Amazing to look at and wonder about from far away
Till you notice its just a bunch of smudges
The desire to run to you, to run away with you
To feel warm caring arms wrap around me like wings closing in
Let go of the world around me, and cling only to a feeling for a while
Sleep curled against you warm and loved
So many doorways, watching for the silver linings
Release threw words and actions, fighting for the ending I want
But wait enjoy the journey what use is living if you don't live
Head spinning, light hurting, head spinning
Make it stop!! Please won't you help me make it stop!!
It's to much for me... those who called me strong,Angry laughter in you're faces
I had no choice, you gave me no choice!!
Broken sobbing in a corner, I'll be ok... I have to be ok
Don't look at me when I'm like this, I can't be venerable to you
You're not the one. None of you is the one
Who will look with out pity, accept with out judgment, and understand we all have these moments
I do not need a father, and I don't need an angel, I need a partner who I can be there for as he is there for me.
Accustom to running around in the darkness
My little light that used to give so much comfort
Is now the reason it hurts to see
The world is a Monet
Amazing to look at and wonder about from far away
Till you notice its just a bunch of smudges
The desire to run to you, to run away with you
To feel warm caring arms wrap around me like wings closing in
Let go of the world around me, and cling only to a feeling for a while
Sleep curled against you warm and loved
So many doorways, watching for the silver linings
Release threw words and actions, fighting for the ending I want
But wait enjoy the journey what use is living if you don't live
Head spinning, light hurting, head spinning
Make it stop!! Please won't you help me make it stop!!
It's to much for me... those who called me strong,Angry laughter in you're faces
I had no choice, you gave me no choice!!
Broken sobbing in a corner, I'll be ok... I have to be ok
Don't look at me when I'm like this, I can't be venerable to you
You're not the one. None of you is the one
Who will look with out pity, accept with out judgment, and understand we all have these moments
I do not need a father, and I don't need an angel, I need a partner who I can be there for as he is there for me.
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angels, blue, camping, candles, constellations, cooking, dad, daffodills, diving, driving, fairies, faries, feminism, feminists, flogging molly, forests, forrests, friends, guys, gypsies, hiking, home, hot cocoa, hugs, human rights, incense, katie, kent state, kent state university, law and order, liberal, lol, men in millitary, music, night, outside, poe, poetry, prochoice, psychology, puddles, rain, reading, silver, sky, sky diving, sun rise, sunlight, swimming, troubble with katie, warm blankets
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